Monday, June 22, 2009

A citizen of the Milky Way!


During my high school days, she had been my role model; though I couldn’t emulate even a miniscule fraction of what she achieved. Yes, I am referring to Kalpana Chawla.

Just before the Columbia launch on 17th Feb, 2003, she said, “You couldn’t lose by working hard and everyone seemed to follow that rule.”
Born and brought up in the town of Karnal, it was her unflinching resolve that helped her defy all the norms that society had set for a girl during her time.
While sleeping in her courtyard in the summers, she gazed dreamily at the milky way.
And that was when the awe for the heavens struck her.
Hailing from a well-to-do family, she shunned the regular route of marriage taken up by other girls and toiled hard to realize her ambition.
Being unconventional in her attitude, she took up aerospace engineering in PEC, Chandigarh. Very soon, she became the topper of the class in her college.
After completing her bachelor’s she felt, she did not know the subject as well as she ought to. Belonging to a small town, the glass ceiling was hers to break.
She had zeroed in on The University of Texas, Airlington(UTA) for pursuing further studies.
But during her time, it was unheard of, for anyone to encourage their daughter to go abroad for higher studies. It would make the girl ineligible to find a groom of comparable academic credentials. Time started closing in on the admission date, until a family friend intervened. Eventually, her family had to relent and she headed for the destination.
In the very first hour in the US, she met Jean Pierre Harrison, who went on to become her life partner later on. She adapted to the entirely different environment, too soon.
The teaching methodology there impressed her. She toiled hours in the lab. Jean Pierre, who became her friend then, fulfilled her childhood dream of flying a plane. A year later, they got married. This decision was again met with stiff resistance from her family, but, eventually she won. After completing her masters , she moved on to Colorado for her doctors.
After completing her Ph.D in 1988, she started work at NASA Ames Research Center in California. She abandoned the prospects of a lucrative career in the Silicon Valley, as the dot com boom was beginning to unfold at that time.
Eventually she got selected as an astronaut for NASA’s space program.
Her take on life was awe inspiring. She said “Approach life as a stint of rock climbing. If one only looked at the top of the mountain, the task would always seem daunting, and for most of us impossible. Instead, the best way to do it, was to approach it step by step. Making one move at a time, it would be possible to scale the peak.”
On Nov, 1997, she set out for her first mission to the space on STS-87.
Having been absolved from charges of committing an error in launching the satellite Spartan into space, Kalpana was selected for a second mission on 16th June, 2003.
After the space shuttle Columbia made its re-entry into earth’s atmosphere, the events took a horrific turn. The shuttle exploded and along with it, she became a permanent resident of the space.
She may not be present among us, but, her unwavering grit and determination are lessons for most of us to emulate and tide over our glitches and disappointments with a dazzling smile, as she had always sported.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Gone with the wind??



She.............
She herself wasn't all that familiar with her own self.
She had a strange wish.....
It was, to turn a deaf ear to the ramblings of her heart for once and for all, and let her mind do the talking.
All she wanted was, to quietly tell him "Let go of it. I have no feelings for you either!!"
But life, as usual, refused to surrender its reins before her and continued to be driven by its own whimsical ways.

A few lines....


Recently read Mrityunjay by Shivaji Sawant.It was gifted to me by my friends on my birthday. Should have completed it long ago. Anyways, this was my best read so far. In fact now I feel , my friend was not wrong when he said I was missing out on something , when I was procrastinating so much in starting off with the novel...
A few lines from the book, taken from different instants of the great warrior Karna's life, are really touching, I have loved them... Would like to put those here...
कर्ण : "श्रद्धा में बड़ी शक्ति होती है । किसी न किसी पर श्रद्धा रखे बिना मनुष्य जीवित ही नहीं रह सकता । "
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कुंती : " बचपन शीतल जल का एक चषक होता है, जिसको प्रकृति भावी जीवन के रेगिस्तान को पार करते समय आहात होनेवाले प्राणी के लिए पहले से ही निर्माण कर रखती है । "
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कुंती : " स्त्री का जन्म कुछ प्राप्त करने के लिए नहीं , सब कुछ समर्पित करने के लिए ही होता है। "
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कुंती : " जब जब स्मृतियाँ मेरा पीछा करतीं तब तब मैं अपना मन किसी न किसी काम में उलझा लेती। भूतकाल का चित्र अदृश्य हो जाता। कभी कभी केवल दूसरों के लिए जीना पड़ता है और वह भी अपने आंसू छिपाकर जीना पड़ता है। "
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कर्ण :" निद्रा सबसे उदारहृदयी माता है। विभिन्न व्यक्तियों के विभिन्न दुःख को यह समान ममता से कुछ समय के लिए ही सही पर निश्चित रूप से अपने विशाल उदर में समां लेती है। "
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द्रोण द्वारा अपमानित होने के बाद , कर्ण :" जीवन केवल एक दावानल है। किसी के द्वारा किसी भी तरह प्रज्वलित । किसी न किसी को जला देनेवाला । और कभी न कभी अपने आप ही बुझ जानेवाला । .............
मनुष्य एक बार सुख और आनंद के क्षणों को भूल सकता है , परन्तु दुःख के और विशेष रूप से अपमान के क्षणों को तो वह प्रयत्न करने पर भी भूला नहीं पाता । "
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कर्ण :" भाग्य मानव द्वारा निर्मित सबसे अधिक भयंकर भूल है। उसको मनुष्य के जीवन से जोड़कर प्रत्येक व्यक्ति सदैव सत्य से दूर भागना चाहता है।"
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Wednesday, June 10, 2009

DO NOT SAY GOODBYE!!


This dialogue from Rang de Basanti suddenly seemed to be of great relevance:
“College ke us taraf hum life ko nachate hai , aur college ke is taraf life humko nachati hai…”
2 a.m. , 26th May, 2009….Yes, that was the moment I had to bid goodbye to the finest phase of my life. Friends were there to help me out till the last moment in Jaipur.. ……The train started to whistle away from the platform, so did the leaves in the precious bunch of memories that these four years had quietly placed, in a corner of my heart…They all started to appear before me, as if in a flashback…
Barring the scorching heat of the summer, I was in love with the pink city. There could have been no better place for me to spend these memorable years.
I had always preferred to look beyond the linguistic, cultural and provincial demarcations. I feel lucky to have been in a place, which was a conglomeration of people from different parts of the country. These four years have been a roller coaster ride for me. It has shown me several faces of life, I had been a stranger to, earlier.
I have reveled in those small conquests….. I have fought with close friends over trivial matters....
I have cried in anxiety and often found a shoulder to share my angst with… I felt relieved when those night-outs during exams got over, swearing to study beforehand from the next time, only to break it the next day…..
I have eagerly waited for the birthday parties and hangouts,
felt overjoyed at a friend’s success…. at times got overridden with guilt and failure..
I met people who were like angels…It seemed I had run the entire gamut of emotions in this short span…. short? Yeah…didn’t it pass away in a jiffy? Wish we could again live and re-live those moments before the fear of the unknown could have gripped us…
Of course my friends were the ones who made these years so beautiful and parting all the more painful.
The last semester was the most eventful of all…The farewells, the birthday celebrations, those long conversations, trekking early in the morning….all seem so surreal now…
Thanks to the initiatives taken by few of our friends, we have loads of memories to cherish.. All of us are so unique in our own way..that made it all the more special…
The acts which seemed stupidity at some point of time are now reasons for us to smile..
It seems unlikely that life will give me better friends…
Can’t we assure ourselves that we will meet again? Our biggest foes, distance and time will have to bow before the bond of our friendship…Lets make them, merely a circumstance , not a determining factor…
One of my finest friends, loves this saying from Shawshank Redemption..
“hope is a good thing…may be the best of things..and no good thing ever dies…”
I will hope against all hopes that wherever we stay, we will remain as close as ever and continue to stand by each other till death do us part…
So,
“ban ke sahara ik duje ka…yunhi chalte rhe…”