Might be wondering about the contradictory theme...daydreaming at night...well quite possible...In fact human psychology is something that continues to elude me since time immemorial(read the time i learnt to perceive things).Mind is indeed a wandering horse, really difficult to tame.The very fact that i am writing this blog at 3am holds testimony to this notion...despite my senses rebelling umpteen number of times..that i should go off to sleep now..if i m to stay awake in class !.......Why do people pay no heed to their conscience when that becomes the need of the hour.?Surely the fittest survive in this world..but does it mean having to compromise with ones values...Puzo claims in 'Godfather' ..."behind every great fortune there is a crime"......here i m after walkin over a boulevard of broken dreams...still willing to start afresh..i wonder how has god given me such strength ...perhaps to deal with the misfortunes .....Misfortunes?? well i really doubt the veracity of this word...somebody had reminded me not very long ago..that cowards take recourse to blaming their fortune..is it really so? sometimes i thought theres nobody who would be willing to support me through the ordeal that this life is...but why do i tend to forget that theres nothing or nobody better than the goodness that resides in our heart that is willing to deliver us throughout our solitude...just need to delve deeper... A thousand questions keep popping into my mind..at this odd hour of the day!! forgive these as the ramblings of a girl...nay...a budding woman ...who is going through an upheaval of her self...